Yesterday and today have been the type of days when I scream AHHHHHHHHH as loud as possible and wish upon a bright shining star that I will wake up far, far away on a deserted island.
I can feel my shoulders getting incredibly tense as the moments go by. My anxiety is reaching a rather elevated peak as I am typing this blog entry. I realize that we are approaching one of the busiest times for USAWP. I am fine with that part. I am not fine with the rude encounters of various people in the industry. That is all I will say about this portion of life for now.
On another note, my financial crisis is haunting me more so now than ever. Perhaps this comes in waves especially when I am working myself up about other life issues. But I can't help the feeling of drowning in a whirlpool of endless debit and limited pay.
Lastly, on a personal level, I am really struggling to make sense of so many things at this point. I am so blessed in many aspects, but I thought I might be 'further along.' I can't help but throw a mini pity party for myself at this moment.
My hope is that if I rant enough about this externally (or via writing) that I can channel the negative energy out into the open and into outerspace. Let's hope so anyway.
You can always vent to me. I think we all have those AHHHHHH moments:). I love you and I think you are further along than you realize. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteThanks Rach! You always know how to make me feel better! Almost one week until our breakfast date :)
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